Your in, your out, your new then your used. Do you remember when you were little and you finally got that new toy that you have been wanting, then a couple of weeks later, you quit playing with it as much, then after about a month its crammed down in some box or a drawer? Well come to find out that people are the same was when it comes to friendship. I speak of this as I am currently in a very awkward situation with a friend. I guess in a way its not that hard to relies that it could happen, we as adults do that same thing with the latest and greatest tinker toys we seen advertised on TV. (i.e. cell phones, iPads, MP3 players, computers,…..) So why wouldent we “trade-in” old friend models for new ones every few years? But as for me, I am just as guilty as the next guy, ive done it before, but not being on the other end of it, I can officially say that it hurts a lot.
Now in saying that, it brings me to answer a question about my own personality. People who know me, know that I am a good judge of character, and there are a ton of others like me who have that nack of picking up on who a person really is by listening to how they talk, or watching there manoriziums which has lead me into becoming quite a nasty person. Now im not on here trying to justlfy my ass-hole-ness, but in trying to explain where it comes from, like having co-workers who constantly brag about what they have or have done everything in the world only better than everyone else, then there is the kind of people who will come and ask for advise just to blow it off when you give them advice that they don’t wanna here. But as for me, im in that third category, like I said above, I can be quite the ass and im finding out that the longer I live, the less and less I like meeting new people. Im not sure if it is that fact that I don’t want to put the time in to give them a chance to even become a friend, or if Im just trying to somehow protect myself from getting hurt, or if im just a mean ole person (or a combo of the three) Anyways, that’s all for this subject, please comment if you want, and just a FYI, I will be posting a lot more in the coming day. I am planning on piecing together several short stories and posting them in blog format for some entertainment. Thank you so much for reading
